Brandon passed away on October 29, 2003 at the age of 19. He chose to leave us by his own hand because of problems he saw no end to. How his family knows different.
Brandon Lee Carnitz
1/30/84 - 10/29/03
I KNOW YOUR IN HEAVEN
I'M TRYING TO FIGURE ALL OF THIS OUT. WHY DID YOU FEEL IT WAS YOUR ONLY WAY OUT? I'M STARTING TO THINK SUICIDE IS A CRIME. YOU CHOOSE TO LEAVE BUT I DO THE TIME.
LOST IN YOUR MEMORIES,STUCK IN MY GRIEF. CRYING EACH DAY WHILE YOU ARE AT PEACE. YES,YOU ARE AT PEACE WHILE I AM IN PAIN. I'M HOPING AND PRAYING TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
MY LIFE MUST GO ON NOW,THOUGH I MISS YOU SO BAD. I THANK THE LORD DAILY FOR THE TIME THAT WE HAD. I MISS YOU MY SON,TAKE IT FOR WHAT IS IS WORTH. YOU MUST BE IN HEAVEN, YOU WERE IN HELL HERE ON EARTH!
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, LOVE MOM |